I've been running around like a headless chickee AS USUAL
With this NEW and "GROWN UP" decision i made a couple of weeks back
my mood has been going up and down
and i just find myself staring at blanc spaces every so often.
In the previous post i was Derailed last january, for all the plans that didn't push through which created a domino effect in everything going on with my life right now
and currently suffering the consequences that it brought on my lap.
This lovely month of Feb, am blind. Literally blind on what lies ahead of me.
Though i really wanna do a backloop to blind in the kite right now as i am prepping up for
- sorry i jsut cant think of something more creative than this for now.
All my so-called creativity is being sucked up into one place right now and it's kinda driving me crazy.
**i really can't see the point how can companies want to keep their supposedly "creative" employees inspired when they wanna keep them clocked-in to a four wall space from 9-5pm 6 times a week. ** just wondering here a bit, and maybe somebody can give me an answer i can believe about this one.
The wind has been very nice to me lately by staying at 15-20knots which is perfect for my Cabrinha SB 7m and good to practice stuff unhooked.
For the last couple of days
at 7am i wake up for breakfast and try to squeeze in a sched before my ITC course starts at
around 830am and ends around 4pm when the wind usually dies and i cannot go practice anymore. Am missing out on my sunset sessions because of the pile of work on my lap (AM NOT complaining ok, am jsut sayin' :) ). Am missing out on a lot of parties lately because i have to get up early and usually to tired to function and dance.. i wish there are more hours in the day so i can do more stuff like hosting a dinner for some friends. <3
AM really glad i still made it to the ABC party
(hey am not missing out on an costume party around me)
but i went home early coz am tired so i only had pics to see how Fuckt everyone was.
i really missed a good one right there.
i received roses on valentines day
well at the end am stll very happy on where i am right now
PEACE, LOVE and PASSION